If I were to ever retake my A's, I'll take it as a private candidate. At least the people who talk to me will be the ones I know well even though it'll be lonely. I hate school and how my life changed in two years.

I hate how I'm full of hate, but I don't hate people. It'll be so much easier if I were to hate others. Way easier than this.

I know what I hate the most. I hate how I strip myself of the right to be depressed right after I don't feel happy. Imagine blaming yourself for whatever you have done. I also hate how I still hate myself for being like that, for life would've been simpler if I were someone else.

Life would've been simpler if I were someone else.